It's a B2C SaaS with about 15,000 paying users, $2.4M in yearly revenue, and I'm paying myself $90K per month at the moment. I feel lucky to have been able to take it thus far.
This being said, I feel totally exhausted and I can't manage to work on my product at the moment; I keep hitting analysis paralysis.
I can't even take proper time off or travel and not think about my startup, monitoring sign ups/revenue and growth and making sure it doesn't all come crashing down somehow.
At the same time, it's impossible for me to work on new, exciting projects, because I want to keep my eyes on the ball (but I wish I could). All in all, I feel stuck.
I end up consuming social media, X/Twitter and YouTube all day as a way to pass the time.
How do I break out of this?
PS: throwaway account.
Else, it's hard for a business to last a long time, you can just fight it out and get enough to retire and sell the company. A $3 million next egg gives you a great retirement, not luxurious but decent.
Do the math: Think about how much gross (=before taxes) annual income you need and multiply that with 20 (or 25 do be absolutely sure). This is the amount of savings you really require. Put the money into ETFs and live off the surpluses. You can then just do whatever you want. No pressure to run a business anymore.
Also I would suggest you look into using a company like Rippling or another PEO to take some of the managing a company off of your hands
https://www.insperity.com/services/human-resources-outsourci...
Also what others already said: start hiring. You don't need a cofounder, try a consultant for a fixed contract with fixed payment (no revenue share or such).